.:Sweet Insomnia:.

Well, this V-day was interesting, if anything. A few days Prior to February the 14, this boy i like told me that he likes me. I was excited, and very happy!

So, we ended up meandering around the Pier, chatting, and such. We were kinda bored-and spent half of the time talking about how we hated valentines day, and how there are too many couples(i know, that was very contradictory of us)

Then we decided to bus to my house and watch a movie, so we did. When we got to my house, we ended up eating Pizza, and watching Haiyao Miyazaki’s Spirited Away, we both fuckin love that movie :D

After Spirited away, we went into my room, and sat on my bed…….THEN we went on my laptop, and proceeded to play Happy Wheels, and watch music videos for the next 2 hours or so…. We snuggled a bit, and he kiss pecked my neck and  cheek; I could’nt help but say “Awwww”

When he had to leave, I walked him to the Bus stop, we talked, and I leaned on him with this backwards-hug-hand holding-thing*, and he asked me “so, are your friends and such okay with you Canoodling with an older guy?”(he is almost 19, I turn 16 in the summer) and I replied with a no, because this was my very first date thing~ then he said “does that mean you have never kissed anyone?” and I told him “I have once before, but It was really awkward”, and I explained how it was with someone i consider a friend, and that’s why. and then the bus came, and he kissed me. ;) and he’s a really good kisser

This year, Valentines day wasnt so bad after all

ok, so for spring  break, my mum wants me, my brothers, and her to go to Mexico, in a resort, for a week. While i do want to go to vacation, I just don’t find Mexico appealing to me. These are a few reasons why-

• Im generally self conscious, and dont like wearing bathing suits
• I absolutely HATE getting a tan!
• I want to hang out with friends
• I dont like spending “family time”
• Not trying to be rude, but im not that interested in the culture
• my mother will ruin the fun of vacation

I know i should appreciate the gift of being able to vacate, and my mom, but i just dont think i would have a fun time…:( I WANT TO WANT TO GO, but i just dont…..

and she said i could stay with my dad, but i hate staying at his place..I think i will go to mexico, to make my mom happy. And who knows, I may enjoy myself

My name is Genevieve. I am 15 years old, and live in Vancouver, Canada. I am in 10th grade in high school, live with my mother and my 2 brothers, I have a mohawk. I currently have body image problems, from problems in elementary school, but I am trying to get over myself and live my life, as me.

Lately, my life hasnt been going so well. Love, Life, Friends, School. Ive been mostly unlucky- but i dont want it to control my life. Im on this blog to finally let it out. To express my opinions and problems-without giving a fuck as to what other people think! Due to a recent problem involving a friend who happens to be a sociopath, i now get little-to-no sleep. Ill explain in better detail later.But meanwhile- I only have 4-2 hours of sleep on school nights, I have lots of time on my hands.

Mood:Tired

Song:n/a